entering the third trimester.. ( seram lagi berape bulan aje..)

emmmm, dah nak masuk 28 week by end of this week..uish serammmm tau..setakat nie akak rilex saje lagik, cube kalau pikir2 tu agak menakutkan la jugak...

last sunday we went for full scan utk baby...alhamdullilah, khairyn sofea is a healthy baby girl plus sgt active dalam perut mommy ni tau...asyik tendang, kicking here and there....and the best part doctor dah amik gambau 3D baby...heheheheh, chubby ok pipi dia..n mulut muncung, muka masam..sebab time doc nak capture her face dia sibuk tendang2..marah la tuh..btw nanti la scan gambar first baby..letak dalam kete lupe nak bawak..emmm such a miracle technology skrang...

erkkk so many things unsettle, so little time...we have yet infact beli baju2 utk baby...cian baby :(

another long hours journey...

This week kene balik johore..hubby's cousin punye reception at kota tinggi..fuhhh jauh tuh..jauh tak jauh kene pegi jugak...pixxie shown sebelah time kawen his cousin jugak at Skudai..percaye tak sebelum kawen ngan Khairul faizal, agak kurang aku ni tau pasal johor..kawan2 pun rasenya adelah sorng dua yg dari johor...si azat, pastu sape lagik haaa???? kawan UIA?? sape sarah kott, tapi dia tu lebih pada KL sajorkk pernah ke dia cakap raye balik Johor..tak pernah kottt!!! emmm sape lagik?? entahhhh
mcam takde aje

so lepas dah kawen ni meraselah tgk highway yg lebih jauh dari Ayer keroh itu..heheeheh....dapat masuk singapore lagik...emmmm! ikut kan takdelah jauh sgt pun..

emm btw, nak updates sikit pasal keje at IWK nie....dah setahun dah kat sini i.e dah celebrate first anniversary 21hb harituh...kihkihkih..tapi somehow rase macam baru lagik keje..buleh tak..maybe because i do enjoy my work yg takde langsung stress ni kott, ade la dua tiga kali dalam sebulan stress tu datang, especially bile my boss tibe2 tahap meroyan dia sampai...tapi itu pun tak selalu la..kene list down kan updates sepanjang keje kat sini nih:-

1) dah lepas setahun baru dapat new set of desk top okie.....what the fish kan..agaknye bile keje kat GLC ni camni lah kott, kene byk2 bersabar..byk sgt procedures, and in fact nak tukau desk top pun kene bukak tender bagai..gituh!..so skrang akak agak jobolah dengan desk top yg baru nie, Windows 7 and merabe2 la aku ni dalam kegelapan utk belajar nak taip2 ni hah...complicated skittt...kene byk trial and error la gamaknya. n i can listen to all my audio CD di office..kat dalam kete tak dapat pasang, bebe conquer radio sajorkkk

2) tgh tunggu bonus..bukan masyuk sgt pun, pro rated aje lah kan..for last year punye performance..but still alhamdullillah

3) The management has decided to amik senior legal assistant..kelakar tau legal department ni punye organisation chart..semua reported directly to Puan, meaning eventhough i have my legal manager tapi i dont report to her at all...she has her own portfolio, ihave mine and the new senioe LA akan different...so no one knows about others'w work...

..erkkk tibe-tibe otak menjadi blank gituh....ok adiosss

Father's day..

Happy Fathers Day ayah..although im pretty sure that there is no way u will read this...but nevertheless this post i dedicated only for you:-

1) i was ur last daughter for almost 15 years before Adik came on board...i still remember vividly our family home @ selayang...rumah bernombor 1122F, we stayed there for almost 10 years, before we moved to Wangsa Maju..i cant recall our previous house prior to selayang...the only shopping center nearby was WARTA SELAYANG...and u Ayah, pegi keje @ Batu Kentomen by riding your motorbike..

2)satu hari, saye meroyan dgn hebatnya: reason: kak as dapat baju2 second hand from K.Ngah n K.chik ( cousins)..i was so jealous as none of these second hand bajus fit me..i was only 6 years back then, n kak as konon2 dah remaja..i remember, ade skirt yg cute2, ropol2 n the stuff..and for me " ilek"...and ape lagik..being me the last child, i remember i was crying like orang giler suruh ayah belikan skirt jugak....crying like mad i tell u...sampai lari2 kuar rumah..n being ayah, he brought me to WARTA n bought a very nice jeans skirt....contented!!!

3) Ayah has never menjentik us the siblings..not even once..but again being me, the rebellious type, pernah provoke ayah sampai ayah campak barang yg ade kat meja makan..u see ayah never menengking, marah n pukul2 anak2 type that some how becuse of my mulut cabul ni yg tak hengget ( i cant remember la, ape yg aku ckap kan..) sekali ayah bertukau jadik incredible hulk dah...i was so takuttt like anything..and same goes to everyone else..diam and stunned..and semua was lookin at me...hek eleh..

4) My ayah always come up either with jokes or teka-teki...and he is sooo famous dgn teka-teki yg ntahpahapetah..tapi he always made us laugh with the teka teki...and kalau balik kampung teh cousins yg selalu kene..especially mat juan... i can say that my ayah adalah sangat ceria, kelakar 24/7, and jgn harap dia nak serious for no reason...

5)i remember ade 2 kali he met with an accident..the first one, terjatuh n pitam ..the siyal part, there was a man yg konon nak tolong tapi he stole my dad's money.............celaka punye orang!...and my dad balik rumah after dia dah sedar tapi he refused to go to clinin albeit jalan dah terjengkit2..mak called me then, and i was driving like mad to go back to Nilai as fast as i can...i cried sepanjang jalan...then sampai rumah tgk ayah tido kejutkan jugak ayah n paksa pegi clinic..dapat jap and MC for couple of days...i was so worried but managed to cover up my worriness tu...but the second accident was farrrrrr teruk then the second one...received a call from K.chik satu petang and been informed that ayah dah nyawa2 ikan....astagfirullah..luckily i was with mr. boyfie aka husband la skrang..he drove me to hospital...i tried to stay tenang dlm kete and called up my sis yg tgh sarat peknen n my bro....Ya Allah, Dia sajelah yg tahu hati aku time tu..i was thinking bout my mak, n adik...n all the bad things.....i was the first one yg sampai kat hospital n dibawak straight to the emergency....i almost fainted and meraung tak hengget looking at my dad...his muka dah bengkak n darah kuar from all over his mulut...doc dah siap pakai alat bantuan pernapasan n something yg letak kat leher for patah tu.....i was crying and crying like mad...( and i am now crying while typing this..)...aku tak cukup kuat utk kehilangan my dad lagik Ya Allah, itu yg aku doa...i dont want him to die...then after few mins my bro n sis dtg...pertama kali tgk my bro meraung macam tuh n kak as, being kak as, she cried but not meraung type...God, how can she control her emotions ha????....experience yg maha takut dan mendebarkan...but alhamdullillah, ayah recovered really fast..no tulang2 patah at all..such a miracle...alhamdullillah...i pray for his keselamatan n kesihatan always...

6) and now being warga pencen gomen he stays at home with mak @ Nilai...:)
kawan bergaduh mak.....ihiks

7) Although i never say it depan2 i love u dad, no matter what...

p/s: To my husband: we will definitely celebrate this day next year with our little tots ok....love u hubs..

if only..........

if only ade duit yg banyak..below are the lists of what i want..it may change thou..hehehehe...:-

1) Designer handbag: Monogram handbag from Ms Louie aka LV...dapat satu pun jadikla, tapi not for office use ok..ni utk special occasion saje..any monogram LV bag can do...everyday use, COACH or Anya ( Anya katenya...itu pun lebih kurang same harga dgn LV la ngoi..)

2) Ferragamo purse please : terkilan yg amat sgt, mase pergi Sydney, dekat airport time tu ade sale..can get ferragamo wallet for only 300+++..such an idiot, me!

3) Diamond bracelet: im not a type of women yg pakai bling2 here and there like mami jarum type..i dont wear any gold at all, except my engagement ring, mixed of gold and white gold so tak ketara la sgt..but the only thing yg selalu caught my eyes adalah seutas diamond bracelet...:)

4) DSLR camera: heheheheehehe..for me to strike a pose la, apelagik kan..i never have a good camera even the compact one..compact camera tu pun pinjam from SIS...

Thats all....buleh percaye ker????

susah sgt ke nak suke?????

peeps.. was it me alone or memang movie itu tidak mencapai my expectation...sigh, again!!!! kan kan i told u, susah ok nak suke malay movie giler2...susah susah...why ekkkk,

Mr. Director, u dont have la to copy bulat2 jalan citer from the novel..change la here and the there a little bit, mcm P/S i love u, movie lain sikit from the novel...
mende la korang nie buat pilem, takde nilai seni langsung, commercial value memang ade, tapi hello , u cannot perbodohkan malaysian viewers anymore ok!!!!

I have watched several movies from Iran and turkey..it was sooo superb sampai u cant complaint pun..simple story board line ( betulke penggunaan ayat ni,,,ah belasah..) but in the end its leave something in you..something which is sooo valuable, u cant even measured it..menusuk ke kalbu gitu...unlike most of our films...tertekan tau mak, tgk pilem melayu nie..tension wa!

so thats it...akak hanye berdoa, akan adelah pilem melayu yg muncul nanti yg buleh membuatkan akak bagi standing ovation gitu...ok..till then, marilah kite same2 berdoa ok..

p/s: pilem yg paling tak buleh tgk at all, mcm pilem V3, samseng jalanan, KL drift..what the hell?????????

Fresno State University...

smlm sambil borak2 ngan my gomuk sis, si nabilah tibe2 akak buleh teringat name university ni..fresno state university @california..Kasyah graduated dari sini la...haishhh semakin teruk panahan Budak Setan nie...n last wednesday me n hubs pegi jumpe my friend at Hartamas n nampak si Farid Kamil ni..hubby tak malu okie siap jerit panggik "kasyah"...mamat ni tak dengar n terus masuk bank,n bile dia kuar akak kat luar kete, tapi idok ler teman nak tegur2 artis bagaikan n dia pun lalu kat sebelah kete akak, hubby dalam kete n suddenly akak nampak si farid kamil tgh cakap2 something ngan hubs yang kat dalam kete la..so i asked my husband "did u say something to Farid kamil just now?" and hubby replied " a'ah abg cakap woi budak setan"...heheheeheh

and tonite, sebab tak jadik balik Kulim konvoi malam nie, hubby ajak pegi tgk Budak Setan...yes people, we are going to watch it tonite...and Robinhood next...and followed by The Karate Kid..byk lagik list nie...skrang mase utk tgk movie berdua pasai kalau ade baby bagaimanelah kan mommy n yayah nak kuar dating2 lagik..kene tunggu baby besau dulu la....

Its a girl...

...well the doctor said " most probably a girl" during our last visit harituh....to me n hubs, first baby ni it is really doesnt matter baby girl or boy....i just pray a healthy baby, sihat tubuh badan and cukup sifat and dijauhkan dari sebarang komplikasi n penyakit..Aminnnnnnnnnnnn

heheh pix shown above bukan pun scanned pix baby, dari website mane tah gue cilok..at baby age ie going to 25th week, baby can actually sucking her thumb...amazing kan.ade sekali tu tgk satu video nie, dari mule2 conceive sampai 9 bulan..akak emo ok..tgk kat lappy kat kedai mamak, akak buleh feeling2 nangis..gituh! Btw, hari tu pegi check up akak baru pegi Naluri, rase lebih comfortable la kan, doctor pompuan...and from 10 April hari tuh sampai 26th May i have gained 5kg..not that bad..alhamdullillah takdelah naik giler2 sgt...im still losing my appetite sometime and there was a day dlm seminggu yg termuntah makanan lagik..every morning memang akan vomit and lucky me takde ape yg kuar pun, its just flame or kahak n lendir2 aje..tapi tiap-tiap pagi tuh, letih tau tekak nie..tapi syok macam dah jadik routine kalau tak vomit rase pagi tak complete..buleh camtuh..last week 2 kali muntah lepas dinner, makan pulak pedas..ayoyoyo :( tapi dah tak selalu dah kejadian buruk tu berlaku, skrang aku dah makan secara normal pagi mesti ambik breakfast, lunch n dinner...normally dinner kalau buleh tak nak ambik nasik, mee hoon or ramlee burger dah good enough...

ops boss calling..back to work...kacau aaaaa

Lagenda Budak Setan the movie...

Dear peeps,

received sms from Hubs " Ramai nangis ketika pratonton lagenda budak setan, bpk farid kamil pun nangis, wajib tonton wei"....haish bagaimane tu????

Well, tell u the truth, im not a big fan of mane2 malay movie except citer ape tuh yg copycat cerite Love Actually, directed by khabir bhatia.."Cinta" kott...that was awesome..i just love it and of course Nur Kasih la kan...and thats it..i cant even recall mane2 filem yg buleh buat akak terawang-awangan gituh...oh ade ade, citer Azura n Ali Setan..heheheheh its so elementary katenya...budak2 skrang mane tau pilem2 lama...so when hubs informed bout this film, akak jadik takut dik..takut to face the reality, takut kalau kasyah pilem tu tak same dalam versi kasyah yg bile bace buku, tak henggat berape kali nangis and yg rase macam nak cakap kat Kasyah, sudah2 la dgn ayu, grow up man..gituh!! bile kasyah yg kurus kering mcm drug addict n rambut panjang yg baru balik lepas grad dari University of apetah ( buleh tadi call hubs kejap n tanye ingat tak kasyah n ayu grad dari mane,budusss)n kakinya macam tak nak jejak di bumi Malaysia yang bertuah ini....cian kasyah! i lap u kasyah

gituh la cintanya akak pade kasyah, tapi kiranye kalau si Farid Kamil hero satu Malaya tu la kan gagal jadik macma kasyah, aku sepak bontot kau Farid....jadik pasal itulah akak macam agak was2 nak pegi tgk movie nie, takut impian yang tinggi itu hancur berderai...

p/s: me n hubs bought a DVD called Adnan sempit....hubs kate " kelakar yang citer dia"....and being me, akak tak gelak pun sepanjang manjang citer tu, tang mane yg kelakar ha????? was it me, or citer tu memang tak kelakar mane pun....akak confused!!!!! citer seniman Bujang lapok lagik kelakar okie..