mak busy tapi mak takde mood nyah...

serious..i have like 7 contracts to review but since i have no mood to work today and plus due date semua jauh jauh lagik so why dont iolls makan gaji buta aje today..iolls suka sangatt..yahoooo ( matilah gaji tak berkat bulan ni....ops)

I regards whatever ive written here as my own journal...to me as my only reason to write  :-  i want to have something which i can look back and tersengih sorang2...my own satisfaction i must say...so its like bercakap sorang2 dan kalau ade yg ter blog hopping and terbaca, then takpelah...

i just realise one fact and its TRUE...as we are getting older and wiser day by day, the only thing matter to us is our FAMILY..our parents, our spouse, our children (s), our siblings and relatives...we do have close friends tapi it just tak same mcam zaman2 study, zaman baru nak keje, zaman semua tgh single...it would never be the same...never ever. And we might lose some friends yg dulu2 kite sgt lah ber BFF bagai..yg kadang2 buat kite confuse like bagaimanakah the relationship yg pernah di proclaimed as ' u are my bestest frend ever' tibe2 boleh hilang macam tu aje....we keep on blaiming each other, we stop calling each other and thats it....ko kawanlah berapa lama pun, tapi kalau dah tak boleh kawan jugak, nak buek camno kan...and masing2 pun membawa la haluan masing2..nak delete kat FB macam obvious sgt so masihlah si polan and polan dalam ur frend list tapi there is no " hi, how are you. oh my i miss u soo much'...gitukk..jadiklah list kawan dalam FB sajorkk...ohhh sedeyyy..but u see as wise man once say " life goes on..." jadiknya perjalanan hidup ini haruslah diteruskan jua...




Ha ni contoh: dari UIA sampai la ni...we do have other clan, different circle of frends tapi when we are together we can instantly click..magik bukan.. 

 i do admit i dont really have many close frends...kawan sekolah yg rapat ade 5 orang, kawan UIA ade 5 or 6 orang jugak and kawan keje ( ex- coll) adelah dalam 3, 4 orang...selective kah aku? tak punn, tapi diaorg ni aje yg sentiasa di sisi,..during my ups and down...i dont need kawan yg ramai, but i do need kawan yg honest, yg can accept me for who i am and vice versa...


2nd example : we dont need to call each other everyday tak perlu pun..but dgn minah ni which i have known for almost 12 years..( 2000 till present) walaupun tak call, bbm everyday, we are still close..one of my good frend...

Gituklah ya,,ibuk-ibuk,  bapak-bapak...along our way untuk menjadi lebih matang kite mungkin keciciran kawan2..and there might be a time that we can pusing belakang dan kutip balik ape yg dah tercicir, but there are some who we just left behind ..but its okay...we just need to move on and move forward...yg keciciran di sepanjang perjalanan itu jadikanlah kenangan yg terindah
to my dearest frends, i will definitely  forever cherish our friendship ini...insha Allah...