peeps morning...
eiii dont know whyla, tapi lately selalu sgt kene/ dapat angin..sakittt okeh...menusuk2 kedalam ulu hati ku ini....menekan2 sampai kadang2 susah giler nak bernafas...makan takdelah merepek sgt biasa2 aje eg hari tu kene agin kat Nilai sebab makan kuih raya+ rempeyek..ntahpahapatah..gue kalau belasah air coke selamba aje, tak pernah pulak kee angin2 nie...pastu tadi pukul 3.30 pagi dah terbangun sebab tibe2 rase dada sakittt sgt..sempat muntah okehhh, aku sabar ajelah, muntah pagi2 tu kan..pastu paksa diri utk tido balik sebab nak bangn lagik pukul 5 pagi sahur kan ( puasa ke, nak bgn sahur bagai????) pastu bgn terus muntah, dah 2 kali dah, then selang beberape minit muntah lagik..tension ok...yg lagi tension kalau dah muntah2 tapi still angin nye tu tak kuar habis, somehow i can feel the angin and the pain kat ulu hati, the only bende yg buleh buat sakit tu ilang, kene muntah kuarkan semua bende, baru lega....semapt tido kejap, tak makan kan, so dpat la tido dalam 20 minit before mandi, kali ni muntah baik punye....n automatic, sakit2 yg menekan dada ku itu pun ilang..ajaib bukan...
Kalau kene hangen satu badan tu, hubs la jadik mangsa kene sapukan minyak kat seluruh dada n belakang..dulu2 mula2 keen nampak la dia panis, skrang rasenya dia dah lali kott, tgk muka dia rilex aje....rasanye sepanjang pregnancy nie, adelah dalam 10 kali kott kene serangan angin nie..letih tau mak!!!!
bile agaknya baby nak kuar ekkk?????
A wife to Khairul Faizal and a proud mother to Khayrin Sophia...
September 6, 2010
September 3, 2010
ONE AFTER ANOTHER
I AM FREAKIN' MAD/SAD/..........
DEAR GOD,
PLEASE HELP ME TO GO THORUGH THIS HARDSHIP, I CANT BREATH, I CANT THINK AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO...ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!
YA ALLAH, YA TUHANKU..KESEDIHAN INI, BEBANAN INI, MASALAH INI SEPERTI TIDAK DAPAT LAGI DITANGGUNG OLEH BAHU INI YA ALLAH...KAU LAH TEMPAT AKU BERMOHON,MENGINSAFI NASIB DIRI INI DAN HANYA PADAMU AKU MENGADU NASIB KU INI...TUHANKU, RINGANKAN LAH BEBANAN INI, PERMUDAHKAN LAH URUSAN KU, KASIHANI LAH AKU YA ALLAH...KASIHANI LAH HAMBA MU INI...AMINNNNN
DEAR GOD,
PLEASE HELP ME TO GO THORUGH THIS HARDSHIP, I CANT BREATH, I CANT THINK AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO...ITS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!
YA ALLAH, YA TUHANKU..KESEDIHAN INI, BEBANAN INI, MASALAH INI SEPERTI TIDAK DAPAT LAGI DITANGGUNG OLEH BAHU INI YA ALLAH...KAU LAH TEMPAT AKU BERMOHON,MENGINSAFI NASIB DIRI INI DAN HANYA PADAMU AKU MENGADU NASIB KU INI...TUHANKU, RINGANKAN LAH BEBANAN INI, PERMUDAHKAN LAH URUSAN KU, KASIHANI LAH AKU YA ALLAH...KASIHANI LAH HAMBA MU INI...AMINNNNN
August 27, 2010
blablabla.....
peeps...salam satu malaysia...
i think kelmarin kott, tibe2 out of sudden sayangku tu came out with an idea..nak change dari ayah@yayah tu Baba..buleh??????..u see all ths while everytime he tried to communicate ngan sophie while mommy terbaring macam ikan paus, he will cakap 'hai, anak yayah ( means ayah la )..anak yayah buat ape...etc etc...tapi bagaimane th tibe2 pulak Mr Khairul Faizal ni berubah angin...BABA...emmmm im still trying to adjus2 lidah nie bile cakap2 ngan my baby....
Ramai cakap bile baby gerak2 then cakap2 la dgn dia and normally ayat yg selalu aku cakap as follows:-
1. sophie, carik jalan kuar sendiri ok..jalan terus aje jgn bengkok2 ye sayang...sophie kesian tak kat mommy..
2. Sophie kalau nak kuar tunggu yayah ( erkk skrang kene tukau Baba la) ade kat umah yek sayang...pastu baby kuar lepas raya ekk, cian kat wan ( referring to my mom) kalau baby kuar puasa, wan penat nanti, wan kan tak buleh penat...
3. baby, kuar lepas mommy dpat makan nasik impit+ rendang+ kuah kacang+lontong+ nasik tomato+lemang etc etc ekkk :)
Ihiks, buleh camtu.....
This week dah masuk 37 weeks, and im feeling heavier day by day....jalan pun susah ok..kaki dah bengkak btul, i cant really wearign my sandal, tapi malas la nak beli baru, lagik berape minggu aje kott...emmmm i miss my heels, i miss my brown metallic Lewre heels.....i miss to jalan2 tanpa sakit belakang....well as usual im not complaining here..akak redha ok dgn situasi akak skrang......
Lebih kurang camnie la my Lewre yg telah lame di abandoned.....
btw kitaorg baru amik sijil nikah semalam.....hikhikhik..teruk kan parents to be nowdays...terlupe la, nasib dlm bulan 6 haritu teringat and lucky us it took almost 2 months to collect..kang anak lahir tak buleh register pulak...
hari nie tak puasa lagik..skrng nie selalu pedih ulu hati la..tapi the best part akak makan tak hengget bile bersahur ok..siap buleh tambah2 lagik...tapi normally dalam pukul 10am cmtu mule la nak terjeluek la, pening la, nak muntah la,lapar la..so setakat Ramadan yang ke 17 ni akak hanya berjaya berpuas selama 11 hari, well not bad la jugak by looking at my current situation yfg jalan pun macam tak larat ni...Good Job Arin....hari ni tak puasa sebab petang karang nak pegi check up and takut kalau kencing kotor macam last time...so hari nie nak belasah minum air suam sampai kembung, although kalau ikutkan byk aje other contributions yg buleh jadikan kencing kotor kan, tapi takpelah pasrah ajelah hari nie...
shopping updates pulak: this coming saturday nak buat last shopping, mane2 barang sophie yg masih tertinggal tu kan..pampers and etc..sepatutnya nak shopping lepas balik keje camtu tapi my sis sibuk nak ajak saturday, nak tumpang sekaki shopping utk si Aimy....( cayang busyuk Aunty)...
Ok peeps...nak start buat keje..
P/S: Smlm as usual akak tido awal, then dalam pukul 11pm terbangun n hubs tgh tgk Project Runaway...hiks cute kan..and i guess dlm diam actually dia memang follow pun...kuikuikui!
i think kelmarin kott, tibe2 out of sudden sayangku tu came out with an idea..nak change dari ayah@yayah tu Baba..buleh??????..u see all ths while everytime he tried to communicate ngan sophie while mommy terbaring macam ikan paus, he will cakap 'hai, anak yayah ( means ayah la )..anak yayah buat ape...etc etc...tapi bagaimane th tibe2 pulak Mr Khairul Faizal ni berubah angin...BABA...emmmm im still trying to adjus2 lidah nie bile cakap2 ngan my baby....
Ramai cakap bile baby gerak2 then cakap2 la dgn dia and normally ayat yg selalu aku cakap as follows:-
1. sophie, carik jalan kuar sendiri ok..jalan terus aje jgn bengkok2 ye sayang...sophie kesian tak kat mommy..
2. Sophie kalau nak kuar tunggu yayah ( erkk skrang kene tukau Baba la) ade kat umah yek sayang...pastu baby kuar lepas raya ekk, cian kat wan ( referring to my mom) kalau baby kuar puasa, wan penat nanti, wan kan tak buleh penat...
3. baby, kuar lepas mommy dpat makan nasik impit+ rendang+ kuah kacang+lontong+ nasik tomato+lemang etc etc ekkk :)
Ihiks, buleh camtu.....
This week dah masuk 37 weeks, and im feeling heavier day by day....jalan pun susah ok..kaki dah bengkak btul, i cant really wearign my sandal, tapi malas la nak beli baru, lagik berape minggu aje kott...emmmm i miss my heels, i miss my brown metallic Lewre heels.....i miss to jalan2 tanpa sakit belakang....well as usual im not complaining here..akak redha ok dgn situasi akak skrang......
Lebih kurang camnie la my Lewre yg telah lame di abandoned.....
btw kitaorg baru amik sijil nikah semalam.....hikhikhik..teruk kan parents to be nowdays...terlupe la, nasib dlm bulan 6 haritu teringat and lucky us it took almost 2 months to collect..kang anak lahir tak buleh register pulak...
hari nie tak puasa lagik..skrng nie selalu pedih ulu hati la..tapi the best part akak makan tak hengget bile bersahur ok..siap buleh tambah2 lagik...tapi normally dalam pukul 10am cmtu mule la nak terjeluek la, pening la, nak muntah la,lapar la..so setakat Ramadan yang ke 17 ni akak hanya berjaya berpuas selama 11 hari, well not bad la jugak by looking at my current situation yfg jalan pun macam tak larat ni...Good Job Arin....hari ni tak puasa sebab petang karang nak pegi check up and takut kalau kencing kotor macam last time...so hari nie nak belasah minum air suam sampai kembung, although kalau ikutkan byk aje other contributions yg buleh jadikan kencing kotor kan, tapi takpelah pasrah ajelah hari nie...
shopping updates pulak: this coming saturday nak buat last shopping, mane2 barang sophie yg masih tertinggal tu kan..pampers and etc..sepatutnya nak shopping lepas balik keje camtu tapi my sis sibuk nak ajak saturday, nak tumpang sekaki shopping utk si Aimy....( cayang busyuk Aunty)...
Ok peeps...nak start buat keje..
P/S: Smlm as usual akak tido awal, then dalam pukul 11pm terbangun n hubs tgh tgk Project Runaway...hiks cute kan..and i guess dlm diam actually dia memang follow pun...kuikuikui!
August 11, 2010
Salam Ramadan 1431H
Assalamualaikum...
Jam menunjukkan pukul 9.54am dan saya masih berpuasa...Alhamdullillah! Moga-moga Allah S.W.T mempermudahkan urusan puasa saya pada kali ini. Moga tiada sebarang kemudaratan pda diri ini dan baby..moga dapat bertahan sehingga berbuka nanti...Aminnnnnnnnnn
Jam menunjukkan pukul 9.54am dan saya masih berpuasa...Alhamdullillah! Moga-moga Allah S.W.T mempermudahkan urusan puasa saya pada kali ini. Moga tiada sebarang kemudaratan pda diri ini dan baby..moga dapat bertahan sehingga berbuka nanti...Aminnnnnnnnnn
August 10, 2010
latest updates
Peeps
Latest updates as follows:
1) i barely walk, jalan macam penguin, macam itik pun ade..left right left right...but i dont care man..korang gelak la, gue tak kisah...even my niece alya buleh ejek aunty ayin dia ni kan..dia siap cakap ngan my sis "mama, aunty jalan kan macam nie macam nie.." referring to the left and right moves tu lah...
2) i think i have gained almost 15 kilos #pengsan#
hehehehe...dulu time nak kawen nak turun 1 kilo pun susah, inikan pula nak turun 15 kilos..hopefully during the confinement plus breasfeading sessions will helps me to shed few kilos before pulang bekerja ye...orelse i will end up pakai baju kurung saje, tak buleh pakai pants ( yg u know, a bit ketat di certain area), my shirts..lantas kene jadik mak nenek pakai baju kurung monday till friday..HELPPPPPPPP..aiseyman gambar terbaru takde, please refer to my baby shower pixxies..dah cukup gemuk la tuh...
walaupun dah naik beberape kilos, alhamdullillah so far takde ape2 penyakit...gemuk and healthy..no high blood, kencing manis or gule terlebih or ape2 pun..Alhamdullillah
3) I have no problem tido sepanjang prengnancy nie..however my pelvik akan sakit macam nak tercabut bile kene change position..Ya Allah, sakitnye tuhan ajelah yg tahu... ops of kos mommy out there yg ade same experience pun tahu jugak la kan..this only occur when i lying down...nightmare ok kalau nak tukar side tuh...kadang2 i will ask my husband to help me by tolakkan badan..
4) Constant morning sickness- every morning okeh!!!!!
kadang2 macam routine, bile bukak mata terus tekak kembang gituh..kadang2 bukan nak sgt vomit tapi pasai ape tah..the worst part kalau breakfast tu amik bende yg bukan2 u see mcam oily kuih2 camtu, haruslah dalam pukul 10 akak akan muntah ok....byk kali terjadik jugak kat office and lepas tu akak amik kesempatan dengan tido kat surau la..kihkihkihkih...most of my friend either diaorg tak pernah kene morning sicknes langsung or at least entering 2nd trimester dah stop, unlike me..but im not complaining here...rasnya tak pernah terdetik kat hati menyalahkan pregnancy ni ( eiiii, mintak dijauhkan dari berkata2 camtu ok...)dan rasenya aku redha aje...
5)i can feel my baby movements- big, small and sometimes i can feel her heart beats...MasyaALLAh..indah sungguh perasaan itu ok...i cant really describe it with words and i always ask hubs to letakkan tgn kat atas my perut, suruh dia rase sekali and most of the time dia akan cakap "uish, uish..anak yayah, anak yayah..."..and i think i can recognise bile time dia bersuka ria dalam perut..morning bile otw pegi keje...around 10am, afternoon...pukul 3 ptg, otw balik dari office, time tgh tk tv 9-10pm...midnite and around 3-4 am...chuke ye main2 dlm perut mommy..
6)Rase sgt tidak cantek bile berade di rumah....wawawawa..i often said to hubs " yang, saye macam dah tak cantek la ( selama nie cantek ke kau?????)..serious ok..The feeling tu macam aku lah yg paling selekeh..plus rambut yg macam takde cutting dah, leher itam, what more ketiak and beberape tempat lain yang tersembunyikkan....bile nak pegi keje adelah nampak cantek sikit itupun kalau pegi toilet and nak basuh tgn i will avoiding myself from looking into the cermin...huh, tak glamour langsung muka ku ini..kadang2 nak pegi meeting pun malu :(....nantilah lepas confinement, nak potong pendek rambut nie ala2 minah di bawah nie...cekkidut:-
Ihiks..nanti kau...tungguuuu!
oklah itu saje updates dari akak....btw wishing all of you ( bodoh tau ayat nie..macam la blog nie ade follower kan...perasan.arghhh pedulik kan..)Happy Ramadan..and may all our good deeds mendapat pahala yg berlipat ganda...Aminnn
emmmm im still wondering whether i will able to puasa..orelse, ganti 30 hari ye adik-adik * PENGSAN SECARA BERJEMAAH*
emmm, i have no BAJU RAYA, TUDUNG RAYA, MAKE UP RAYA n ETC..oleh itu dilarang sama sekali meminta duit raye dari haku....
Latest updates as follows:
1) i barely walk, jalan macam penguin, macam itik pun ade..left right left right...but i dont care man..korang gelak la, gue tak kisah...even my niece alya buleh ejek aunty ayin dia ni kan..dia siap cakap ngan my sis "mama, aunty jalan kan macam nie macam nie.." referring to the left and right moves tu lah...
2) i think i have gained almost 15 kilos #pengsan#
hehehehe...dulu time nak kawen nak turun 1 kilo pun susah, inikan pula nak turun 15 kilos..hopefully during the confinement plus breasfeading sessions will helps me to shed few kilos before pulang bekerja ye...orelse i will end up pakai baju kurung saje, tak buleh pakai pants ( yg u know, a bit ketat di certain area), my shirts..lantas kene jadik mak nenek pakai baju kurung monday till friday..HELPPPPPPPP..aiseyman gambar terbaru takde, please refer to my baby shower pixxies..dah cukup gemuk la tuh...
walaupun dah naik beberape kilos, alhamdullillah so far takde ape2 penyakit...gemuk and healthy..no high blood, kencing manis or gule terlebih or ape2 pun..Alhamdullillah
3) I have no problem tido sepanjang prengnancy nie..however my pelvik akan sakit macam nak tercabut bile kene change position..Ya Allah, sakitnye tuhan ajelah yg tahu... ops of kos mommy out there yg ade same experience pun tahu jugak la kan..this only occur when i lying down...nightmare ok kalau nak tukar side tuh...kadang2 i will ask my husband to help me by tolakkan badan..
4) Constant morning sickness- every morning okeh!!!!!
kadang2 macam routine, bile bukak mata terus tekak kembang gituh..kadang2 bukan nak sgt vomit tapi pasai ape tah..the worst part kalau breakfast tu amik bende yg bukan2 u see mcam oily kuih2 camtu, haruslah dalam pukul 10 akak akan muntah ok....byk kali terjadik jugak kat office and lepas tu akak amik kesempatan dengan tido kat surau la..kihkihkihkih...most of my friend either diaorg tak pernah kene morning sicknes langsung or at least entering 2nd trimester dah stop, unlike me..but im not complaining here...rasnya tak pernah terdetik kat hati menyalahkan pregnancy ni ( eiiii, mintak dijauhkan dari berkata2 camtu ok...)dan rasenya aku redha aje...
5)i can feel my baby movements- big, small and sometimes i can feel her heart beats...MasyaALLAh..indah sungguh perasaan itu ok...i cant really describe it with words and i always ask hubs to letakkan tgn kat atas my perut, suruh dia rase sekali and most of the time dia akan cakap "uish, uish..anak yayah, anak yayah..."..and i think i can recognise bile time dia bersuka ria dalam perut..morning bile otw pegi keje...around 10am, afternoon...pukul 3 ptg, otw balik dari office, time tgh tk tv 9-10pm...midnite and around 3-4 am...chuke ye main2 dlm perut mommy..
6)Rase sgt tidak cantek bile berade di rumah....wawawawa..i often said to hubs " yang, saye macam dah tak cantek la ( selama nie cantek ke kau?????)..serious ok..The feeling tu macam aku lah yg paling selekeh..plus rambut yg macam takde cutting dah, leher itam, what more ketiak and beberape tempat lain yang tersembunyikkan....bile nak pegi keje adelah nampak cantek sikit itupun kalau pegi toilet and nak basuh tgn i will avoiding myself from looking into the cermin...huh, tak glamour langsung muka ku ini..kadang2 nak pegi meeting pun malu :(....nantilah lepas confinement, nak potong pendek rambut nie ala2 minah di bawah nie...cekkidut:-
Ihiks..nanti kau...tungguuuu!
oklah itu saje updates dari akak....btw wishing all of you ( bodoh tau ayat nie..macam la blog nie ade follower kan...perasan.arghhh pedulik kan..)Happy Ramadan..and may all our good deeds mendapat pahala yg berlipat ganda...Aminnn
emmmm im still wondering whether i will able to puasa..orelse, ganti 30 hari ye adik-adik * PENGSAN SECARA BERJEMAAH*
emmm, i have no BAJU RAYA, TUDUNG RAYA, MAKE UP RAYA n ETC..oleh itu dilarang sama sekali meminta duit raye dari haku....
August 4, 2010
Mommy stress....
Peeps..morning..
Buleh tak kalau rase nak lempang2 aje my boss...can u imagine i received a call from her secretary around 9pm last nite and been told that i need to go to Penang tomorrow ( today la)...Ya Rabbi...apekah apekah....time tu dah la akak tgh tahan kencing, baru balik dinner selepas mengexcited diri menshopping baju2 uk sophie aka Khayrin Sophia ( heheeh suke2 bagik nick name utk baby kan..kuikuikui)....buleh dapat suar katok harga 3 hengget..heheheh berkat menyelongkar name nya tuh...so we bought byk helai jugak for her baju siang n malam..and most of it short sleeve sebab Nilai sgt panas ok..cian baby kalau pakai baju lengan panjang, nak kene bedung lagi...but still ade byk bende lagik tak beli....wawawaawa..buat mommy stress tau!!!
Buleh tak kalau rase nak lempang2 aje my boss...can u imagine i received a call from her secretary around 9pm last nite and been told that i need to go to Penang tomorrow ( today la)...Ya Rabbi...apekah apekah....time tu dah la akak tgh tahan kencing, baru balik dinner selepas mengexcited diri menshopping baju2 uk sophie aka Khayrin Sophia ( heheeh suke2 bagik nick name utk baby kan..kuikuikui)....buleh dapat suar katok harga 3 hengget..heheheh berkat menyelongkar name nya tuh...so we bought byk helai jugak for her baju siang n malam..and most of it short sleeve sebab Nilai sgt panas ok..cian baby kalau pakai baju lengan panjang, nak kene bedung lagi...but still ade byk bende lagik tak beli....wawawaawa..buat mommy stress tau!!!
July 16, 2010
Arin's baby shower- The story
Dear peeps..
my baby shower started around 11.30am at ilham's crib at sSungai Merab Bangi..i was the first one yg sampai sambil membawa sekotak broniew yg super sedap...its costs me only RM 55 sajorkk...20 mins later aishah and Jie pun sampai..aishah bawak chicken pie and jie bawak potato grill hapetah name dia..the house owner buat lasagna and sardine rolls..my perut this time dah keroncong ya amat tapi tak kan nak mulakan dulu..must wait for other quests..lembap betul!
and it was around 11.45am kott meedah+ baby luq + her maid + sue + tia + Intan sampai...tanpa berlengah terus ke dining table and zast terus amik makanan...gelojoh tak gelojoh tu..all foods i must say sangatttttttttt sedap to the maxx esp Ilham's lasagna..senang rupenya nak buat lasagna..mesti buat..but ops takde oven ok!!!!! 12.15 cik siti sarah baru sampai...drama betul minah tu
we spent most of the time dgn gelak2, talking2, sharing2 so basically girl stuffs la..it was indeed a good gathering with the mommies ( am, meedah n sue) mommies to be ( jie and me) and those who want to be a mommy ( sarah n intan)..a good catch up session..must do it really soon before i popped...iftar perhaps!
my baby shower started around 11.30am at ilham's crib at sSungai Merab Bangi..i was the first one yg sampai sambil membawa sekotak broniew yg super sedap...its costs me only RM 55 sajorkk...20 mins later aishah and Jie pun sampai..aishah bawak chicken pie and jie bawak potato grill hapetah name dia..the house owner buat lasagna and sardine rolls..my perut this time dah keroncong ya amat tapi tak kan nak mulakan dulu..must wait for other quests..lembap betul!
and it was around 11.45am kott meedah+ baby luq + her maid + sue + tia + Intan sampai...tanpa berlengah terus ke dining table and zast terus amik makanan...gelojoh tak gelojoh tu..all foods i must say sangatttttttttt sedap to the maxx esp Ilham's lasagna..senang rupenya nak buat lasagna..mesti buat..but ops takde oven ok!!!!! 12.15 cik siti sarah baru sampai...drama betul minah tu
we spent most of the time dgn gelak2, talking2, sharing2 so basically girl stuffs la..it was indeed a good gathering with the mommies ( am, meedah n sue) mommies to be ( jie and me) and those who want to be a mommy ( sarah n intan)..a good catch up session..must do it really soon before i popped...iftar perhaps!
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