mak busy tapi mak takde mood nyah...

serious..i have like 7 contracts to review but since i have no mood to work today and plus due date semua jauh jauh lagik so why dont iolls makan gaji buta aje today..iolls suka sangatt..yahoooo ( matilah gaji tak berkat bulan ni....ops)

I regards whatever ive written here as my own journal...to me as my only reason to write  :-  i want to have something which i can look back and tersengih sorang2...my own satisfaction i must say...so its like bercakap sorang2 dan kalau ade yg ter blog hopping and terbaca, then takpelah...

i just realise one fact and its TRUE...as we are getting older and wiser day by day, the only thing matter to us is our FAMILY..our parents, our spouse, our children (s), our siblings and relatives...we do have close friends tapi it just tak same mcam zaman2 study, zaman baru nak keje, zaman semua tgh single...it would never be the same...never ever. And we might lose some friends yg dulu2 kite sgt lah ber BFF bagai..yg kadang2 buat kite confuse like bagaimanakah the relationship yg pernah di proclaimed as ' u are my bestest frend ever' tibe2 boleh hilang macam tu aje....we keep on blaiming each other, we stop calling each other and thats it....ko kawanlah berapa lama pun, tapi kalau dah tak boleh kawan jugak, nak buek camno kan...and masing2 pun membawa la haluan masing2..nak delete kat FB macam obvious sgt so masihlah si polan and polan dalam ur frend list tapi there is no " hi, how are you. oh my i miss u soo much'...gitukk..jadiklah list kawan dalam FB sajorkk...ohhh sedeyyy..but u see as wise man once say " life goes on..." jadiknya perjalanan hidup ini haruslah diteruskan jua...




Ha ni contoh: dari UIA sampai la ni...we do have other clan, different circle of frends tapi when we are together we can instantly click..magik bukan.. 

 i do admit i dont really have many close frends...kawan sekolah yg rapat ade 5 orang, kawan UIA ade 5 or 6 orang jugak and kawan keje ( ex- coll) adelah dalam 3, 4 orang...selective kah aku? tak punn, tapi diaorg ni aje yg sentiasa di sisi,..during my ups and down...i dont need kawan yg ramai, but i do need kawan yg honest, yg can accept me for who i am and vice versa...


2nd example : we dont need to call each other everyday tak perlu pun..but dgn minah ni which i have known for almost 12 years..( 2000 till present) walaupun tak call, bbm everyday, we are still close..one of my good frend...

Gituklah ya,,ibuk-ibuk,  bapak-bapak...along our way untuk menjadi lebih matang kite mungkin keciciran kawan2..and there might be a time that we can pusing belakang dan kutip balik ape yg dah tercicir, but there are some who we just left behind ..but its okay...we just need to move on and move forward...yg keciciran di sepanjang perjalanan itu jadikanlah kenangan yg terindah
to my dearest frends, i will definitely  forever cherish our friendship ini...insha Allah...

Reminiscene of sort....

tepek gambar ajelah...

2007 - zaman bujang...

Jumpa kembali chenta hatiku -2008



Kawen la, ape lagi...-2009




of kos la mengandung pulak..alhamdullilah - 2010




Khayrin Sophia...28 weeks..kott hahah tak ingat..




Dedemok mommy....8.9.10....




Our first Raya @ Singapore 2011



Sophia's first birthday....



2nd year raya...muka mcam nak kene lempang sedass




Sophia' 2nd Birthday..











Alhamdullillah...syukran Ya Allah,,,,,,for everything.....





Welcoming 2013..

oh my..cepatnya...last day of 2012 ( and im still working menggila, n keje byk nak mampus..huh..no brain)

May 2013 be the best year for me and my family... In shaa Allah....semoga impian kami suami isteri tercapai dan semoga tubuh badanku sentiasa sihat walafiat dan semoga dapt menambahkan umat Nabi Muhammad S.A.W tahun depan...amin amin Ya rabb...

Semoga anda semua juga terus kaya dan bahagia ( hey, ko ingat orang yang kaya aje boleh bahagia...vongoks..)

p/s: Semoga lidah ku juga semakin wise dan tidak mencarut carut selalu ( well i cant help it especially when im dealing with morons...ok fine, dah ade anak, tak leh maki2 lagik..FINEEEE) ..... ( teringat ayat bff nyah ku " ko tu kan arin, mencarut dah macam berzikir..." macam lahenet molot nyah sorang ni...ops

Baby Kakak busyuk macham..

Its quite lama jugak kott takde update on kakak mamen yo itu..

anak manja intan payung yg kadang2 macam nak gigit aje peha debab tak henggat tu dah almost 2 tahun and 3 bulan...copekk ehh dah besau dedemok ni...not really sure what is the ideal time to send her to playschool....kesian dedemok duduk kat rumah babysitter tgk mamen everyday, although im quite sure thats her fav jugak tu..please la anak, mak ko macam nak termuntah tgk raksase yg fake tak ingat tu..bodoh tau ultraman ni..menciii haku...

kita layan gambar jap...

wow, anak mumy study nak exam pasal mamen esok kott...



she just lovesss book...tapi aku takdelah poyo nak beli satu set buku ape tah name series dia tu yg almost 2K...ape tah nama dia...well, its depends la kat parents jugak tapi yg paling tak masuk akal 2 tahun ko dah poyo2 paksa anak bace buku, of kos la its a good start for young todler tapi kemon la ko tu pun dulu darjah satu baru pandai baca kott....tak sabar2 nak suruh anak membaca konon anak ko aje lah lagi advance dari anak org lain....puiiii..please la mommies tak perlu lah nak compete2 sgt kot...every child is diffrent and unique in their own way...cemuih betul la....tapi well ade aku kisah kan...

ha hari tu first time la hakak dpt visit big bad wolf....huhuhu..kesian haku dah berapa kali buat baru dpt chance pegi this year..itu pun balik nilai dulu, tidokan sophia siap2 n around 10.45 bertolak frm Nilai..hambek ko...sampai sane around 11.30 org ramai lagi ekk...hubster and I time tu tak sure dia bkak sampai pagi ke ape tapi we olls redah aje lah tup tup tgk ramai kott org..

emm it was such a good experience i must say...but being me, guwe kalau dah nampak buku macam lautan cenggitu terus adrenaline rush gitukk..punyelah kawe tak tau mane nak start,,,ghupa2 nye boleh tgk kat website dia for the list of the books...



Entrance



hasil tangkapan...ini aje yg dapat..



eh eh nak kuar lunch jap....melantak kat ikea...ok we sambung later later .....adiosss

ok now bersambung balik..bapak kenyang hoccay mkn kat Ikea ni, sampai terputus2 tali wedge......so basically BBW we olls dpt sambar dlm 6 buku aje reason : oh my, serious haku cannot pilih la bila dah byk2 mcm tu...org meroyan bila gi shopping haku meroyan tgk buku....eversince kawen i have stop buying book, no more visit to Kino and the likes..the passion nak membaca what more la membeli buku tetiba varnish begitu saje..pasaipa tah...i think it took me nearly 2 years la jugak kott to mengembalikan the keghairahan ni balik...sedeyyy...so slowly ive started to buy book and im back in track again...yahoooo...bestnya...and the best part i can now reading my book with my daughter sitting beside me and membace dgn bisingnya mulut dia itu asking so many questions...eg " mommy,tu ape ni??? boley cenggitu...

erkk sakit perut...jamban is calling...adiosssss ( nilah dia kalau tamak tak henggat mkn menggila kat Ikea tadi...meatballs i loathe you...)

im lateeee...

peeps...

Almost 3 weeks late and no sign at all.....why why why

and yes of kos ingatkan peknen tapi dah buat pregnancy test,,,NIL, one line only,...so ape kejadah ko tak kuar2 lagik ni....

JANGAN KASIK GUWE MARAHHHHH

tudung bawal vs tudung awning vs tudung syria...

peeps...

dulu kat UIA pakai tudung bawal...paling2 daring bila pakai salwar kameez @ baju punjabi tu lah, kenelah pakai shawl n lilit keliling kepala so its kinda blend la dgn theme baju tu kan...yeahhh watever..

pastu bila tgh chambering and practise masih setia dgn tudung bawal...mendpt la ko bila dah lambat nak pegi court pastu tudung tak gosok lagi...one think i hate bout tuding bawal bila kite pakai blusher ha ambik ko berkesan la tepi tudung tu siap ade macam pakai garis lagi,,,aiyoyoyo...

pastu bila dah 2 , 3 tahun keje tibe-tibe..jeng jeng jeng...trend awning pulak sampai...try la jugak konon2 nak ikut trend...sekali tgk muka mcm indon daaaa....so beria2 la di situ tak mau pakai awning...tetap setia dgn bawal konon...pastu trend awning pulak dah bermcam rupa bentuk dan gaya dah sampai i was like??? what the hell....masih tetap setia dgn bawal lagi walaupun kakak ku n adik ku dan emak ku sekali amboi bukan main ye berawning mcm2 bagai bagai...sehinggalah lepas kawen dlm tahun 2010, pastu peknen pastu tetiba malas giler nak pakai tudung bawal, tetiba tanpa disangka2 aku terbabait sama dgn awnign2 ni hah...senang gilos ko pagi2...iron ala kadar aje pastu...tadaaaa dah siappp...

lepastu, bila aku dah kinda suits dgn awning n ade la beli beberapa helai jugak, lain2 pattern, ko kuar pulak tudung syria....mcm toot toot tottt tau....penat ok nak ikut trend ni...yg ni aku surrender awal2..muka ku bulat pastu nak pakai tudung kemek kat dahi camtu...ade macam pompuan cambodia kott...so tidak tidak no, no. no, no...

sehinggalah tetiba atas bisikan siapatah..aku tewas sekali lagi....walaupun mcm2 jenis la syria yg ade skrang, aku pilih yg paling basic saje....at least ikut la jugak trend kott ( sapelah yg mulakan trend2 tudung ni...mencik!

tadaaaaa.....syria ku yg dimuncung kan sedikit...chubby nya muka ko hazrinna...

lepas ni cukup lah..jgn la trend yg merepek2 lagi kuar...aku give up!!!



upload pixxies ( cute ke eja mcm ni..????)



ha ni baru our real piccas...

enak ya jika bilik di rumah pun begini....puiiii



with the tak mandi face, kite serbu the bf buffet,,,,

cantik bukan.....puiiii






breakfast kat McD lagi best



the swimwear kinda ketat, need to buy a new one, duncha think?

 

whilst waiting for babah, sophia being sophia dgn tak malu terjerit2 nanyi kat sini...tempat ini adelah lobby...#malulasikit anakoi

 

 KL yang indah

korang berdua ajelah yg conquer pool ni kan....heaven

babah nak try Hilton Sental pulak...eh eh eh....



Back to Nature....konon2 la...

my sister and BIL ade satu perangai buruk sikit...diaorg sesuka hati call for example pukul 12 tghari di hari sabtu ketika aku sedang lepak bermalas -malasan tak mandi sambil tgk tv dgn Sophia and hubs masih terbongkang macam king dalam bilik, pastu diaorg cakap eh jom kuar nak...sabar ajelah aku kan...korang tak leh cakap in advance ke..lagi seminggu nak kuar ke, takdelah aku macam org gila nak bersiap kan....haa itulah mukadimah entry kali ni... hari Sabtu or Ahad bila tah dua ekor mangkuk ayun ni call n ajak kuar tapi dgn syarat tak mau tempat yg pakai duit...vley????..nak bawak anak kuar tapi kedekut..tapi aku pun ok aje sebab time tu pun dah tgh2 bulan....financial ala2 seciput aje lagi yg tinggal pastu lagi ko nak berjimba-jimba yekk..so sorrylah anak2..mak bapak kamu mmg cheapskate...kuikuikukui... so bila dah decide nak kuar tu, akak pun menggila la terus goreng nugget n siap buat pasta baked lagik...ko mampu?...nak bertapau2 makanan nak pegi mane agaknya....we have decided its back to nature punye fieldtrip...katako, padehal nak pegi tempat free sambil boleh makan2 makanan yg di tapau ...sedeyyyyy...we olls pun sebenarnye tak tau nak gi mane, tapi janji tunggu kat bird park...dah sampai parking kakak guwe dah tercongok kat situ pastu idea cerdik pun dtg ' eh bird park ni pun kene bayar, kite pergi Tugu Negara ajelah..muahahahaha..ok per amik2 gambar macam tourist...ni hah tgk kesian anak2 nak gi jalan2 tapi mak bapak kedekut...


Sophia, Alya n Aimy...

dah sampai Tugu Negara..jom feeling2 mcm tourist... tourist Cina n India aje ramai...

Time aku posing semua larik...kuangajar...cheh

Korang pernah tau asal usul Tugu? ha baca ni....p/s besarnya muka ko ni...

anak guwe mane boleh duduk diam...

Patriotrik sangat we olls ambik gamabr kat sini dgn anak2....

bapak2 nyer lain pulak kojo eh...

busyuk aunty manja...

..ha ni yg sampai kerut2 ni apsal..lempang nak?

setelah puas posing2 kat sini, we olls serious tak tau mane nak pegi..plus dah almost 4 petang, then time ni lah tibe2 datang idea back to nature tu konon...lantas pegilah we olls ke FRIM ( initial plan was tmn layang2 tu hah, tpi parking mcm haremmm jauh, ramai bapak org, so cancel..)....aku tau ade air terjun kat sini tapi dah petang tak kan nak masuk hutan bawak anak..so back to nature tu lebih kepada recce2 FRIM tu ajelah..till suddenly we olls nampak ade satu port baikk punye utk mentekedarah...cekkidout...

wahhhh..back to nature sgt ko...parking boleh tahan jauh, kene menapak gi pondok usang yg hampir roboh ni...basah ketiak akak tau...kelas tak makan and feeling tepi tasik katenya..

sampai aje terus melantak....

Not bad la sebenarnye tempat ni, but its kinda sad sebab tak properly maintain...bila we olls buat picnic kat situ baru nampak 2, 3 org berhenti jugak...selama ni diaorg ingat pondok berhantu kott...choyyy...

babah, we shud do thsi more often..baru anak2 menghargai alam sekitar hence takdelah diaorg tergamak nak mencemarkan alam sekitar ni kan...gituuuuu Next nak try Bukit Cherakah pulak...

Masak-masak..

Peeps... I dont really cook everyday..since hubs pun ok so mmg amatlah jarang masak on weekdays...but i tried to have at least masak satu lauk la during weekend...hari biasa pun ko tak masak, weekend pun tak masak mmg melampau la kan... bila dah kawin ni kenelah jugak explore masak bende2 yg special sikit, kot la suamiku itu nak ajak org datang rumah takdelah teman masak nasik + goreng ayam aje kan, kite kenelah belajor2 buat bende yg bukan selalu dimakan dok.....i dont eat any mee berkuah eg laksa ke, mee kari ke, mee bandung ke and watever jenis mee lagi la hence mmg tak padai masak bende alah tu..but somehow rather most of my friends be it di opis or kawan UIA tu hah and my relatives, they really loves my ayam masak merah...ape2 aje...itu orang buta pun boleh buat okeh...response i received from them mostly cakap sambal tu sedap...and ade yg mintak resipi...again,,ape jer korang ni...but i do have my secret ingredient tau...which of kos i cant reveal here...secret sangat ko...However apart from my ayam masak merah i can confidently declare that i am also terer buat lasagna, sambal goreng ( ni resipi turun temurun hubs's side from Singapore ni) and also cheese cake....hahahahaha siannn ko, itu aje yg ko pandai masak...eh wait, wait..nasik beriyani combo with ayam masak merah n acar rampai also pandai maaa....


Take a look at my delicious sinful lasagna yg diselaputi dgn daging2 empuk dan rembesan bechamel sauce@ white sauce berserta taburan-taburan mewah mozarella cheese...gituuuu

ni pun nasib sempat ambik gambo...time raya haji hari tu balik Nilai jap..letak atas meja terus masing2 mcm pirana...alhamdullilah..this lasagna was such a hit... Also let me introduce you with my signature oreo cheesecake...made from 100% philidelphia cheese ( no tepung2 ok)....

Fresh from oven ni...sedap tak? sedap tak?.....kihkihkih perasan...orang lain dah siap mcm chef dah aku tgk bila masak, tapi guwe ni aje yg pandai masak????..kesian sungguh kesiann...tapi takpe yg penting kesungguhan nak belajar n practise tu hah...masak2 ni penat la, sakit pinggang..kot ade maid oklah boleh tolong sental menyental..ni tgh nak try buat pie....hehehehehe baru nak belajar ok, dah compile resipi2 but yet to try nak masak...akak busy hokeh....ok jumpa lagi.... daaaa

Ko nak kene lempang?????

Of course we always come across bende ni : ITTEW, LETTEW, AQ..... mcam haremmm kadang2 mak tak paham noks...yg "AQ" aka AKU tu rase mcm nak lempang2 aje sape yg guna ok...tulis elok-elok sikit boleh tak..mak pun kadang2 terikut2 noks..tapi yang mak selalu pakai biasa- biasa sajorkk...eh eh!!!!!#pangsedas

Moi Birthday and 3rd Anniversary...

dah 32 tahun dah ko...32 tahun and anak baru sorang je...sedeyyy...hahahaaha...biar arrr....Our initial plan to celebrate my birthday and anniversary sebenarnye nak gi Cherating..unfortunately Holiday Villa full house and wheather pulak lately manja2 gloomy gituk..so instead of membazir duit masa n tenaga nak mengdrive beberapa jam gi Cherating sana and in the end tak dpt kuar bilik pegi beach pastu duk aje dlm bilik mengenang nasib yg malang tu, hubs has decided to just check in kat hotel di Kuala Lumpur tanah tumpah darahku itu...so his choice was Doubletree by Hilton kat Jalan Tun Razak tu hah...yg jalan kaki gi Ampang Park...the room......emmm let me talk about the room..spacious, very chic and modern and the best part ade blind untk glass panel pi bathroom...mcm nak feeling2 manja ko bukak lah blide tu so org yg duduk kat katil nampaklah ko tgh berak ke, kencing ke, mandi ke...romantik tak??? romantik tak???....Puiiiii.....si sophia boleh nangis bila babah dia masuk toilet ok..lempang kang budak ni...cheh tak leh upload our photos la..takpe kite ambik gambar googled dulu..


This is the bilik...oh my my...best nya....spacious kan

Ha yang sebelah katil tu lah blind and see through glass panel to toilet tu

Pool pulak best gilosssss...kid's pool tak nampak from here, kebelakang sikitt..

Breakfast buffet at Makan Kitchen...huh tak best tak byk variety...

overall it was a very good quality time with hubs and Sophia...tapi serious tak perlu nak pi jauh2 utk short and quick getaway camni, check in aje kat mane2 hotel kat KL pun ok jugak...so it was also decided that we will do this as often as we can just to have some good family time.... Husbterku..thanks for everything...love love love you...Happy 3rd Anniversary too

Raya Haji 2012

Peeps....due to certain unforseen reason, raya haji kali ni tak balik Johor / Singapore but instead the PIL + adik2 ipar akan beraya di rumahku di Pandan Perdana itu...well, it supposed to be hub's punye turn balik first raya kat Johor tapi dah MIL itu kate raya di KL kite ikutkan lah saje...aku suka aje sebab esok tu boleh balik Nilai jap......yahoooooo tapi haruslah pening kepala nak memikiorkan menu. SIL dah siap proposed menu yg amatlah emmmmm byk tu nak masak...diaorg nak, daging rendang ( MIL masak), masak lodeh ( MIl jugak), sambal goreng + ayam masak merah + sambal sotong( yours truly la kott)....but on top of it, i have also come out with my own menu ( mampuslah aku kene masak byk gilos ni)..mcm nak bake oreo cheese cake for my birthday celebration ...eii tak malu birthday girl ( girl kah?) buat kek sendiri..pastu mcm nak buat lasagna jugak sebab mmg SIL dah request dari awal2 lagi + chicken pie and either congo bar or brownies....camne nak diet i tell you...huhhhhh mencikkk

Sophia' 2nd Birthday Bash...

Peeps...sophia birthday was on the 3 week of Raya and due to byk giler jemputan open house we decided tak yah la nak party bagai and plus aku malas gilerrr ok...and in fact the initial plan sebenarnye nak buat kat singapore...melampuau betul kan, nak masuk sane semata2 nak celebrate birthday dedemok ni...tapi citernya on 8 September tu pulak mommy yer kene pegi office raya celebration la pulak...tak de excuse tak nak pegi so i was like oklah..tak yah la birthday2 sophia ni.. tapi tah mcmane tah, a week before her birthday tu rase nak buat mkn2 n panggil my family ajelah kott, tapi rase mcm tak best sikit pulak org then i invited my aunty to come over...tup tup bila sampai harinya hubster pulak kate ' eh baik jemput business partner dia sekali, senang tak yah nak masak byk2 kali2..' sabo ajelah... so pagi tu mcm menggila la masak...menu : nasik beriyani + ayam masak merah + acar rampai + papadom, spagethi and lasagna saje....yours truly masak sampai kejung2 kaki...lupa nak beli cake, calld my sister mintak dia belikan..dapatlah cake bodoh2...oklah tu...

cake Sophia...kelakar ok..jadilah..

cube tgk....ha dah macam bibik dah mak ko...sedeyyyy.... org kuat dapur camnilah...

sayang anak mommy

muka2 blur sayang busyuk mommy

Tapi sempat jugak buat deco tu....semua recyle tahun lepas punye..sejambak belon warna merah tu cilok from office event..penuh kereta nak masukkan belon aje..

Gambar spagethi aje sempat ambik yg lain ilek....buat lasagna dua bekas caseerole lagik..mane tah gambar

Rumah kocikkan nampak crowded sgt....takpelah kocik2 pun rumah sendiri ye tak ( hahahah, ayat sedapkan hati..)

Kesayangan mommy and babah..kakak mamen...happy birthday busyuk...u are always be my busyukkk...